Blog entry #2 for the day.
I had more spoutings-off to....well, spout off.
A while ago, I bought a Sansa 4GB mp3 player, and spent quite some time ripping CDs and transferring the subsequent mp3 files to said player. Well, I have a lot of CDs (probably about 350 or so), and though not nearly all of them are on my mp3 player, a lot of my old faves are.
This is actually creating a large amount of discord in my head, mostly in my musical musings. I've moved on past the Our Lady Peace/Weezer-influenced "Project O," the Hoobastank-influenced "Project P," the Creed-y ballad "Unkind," and the Suicide Machines/Green Day-frenetic "Leave Me Alone" (yeah, good luck finding THAT, you'll have to ask a band member for a recorded version of it).....
...however, revisiting old faves has reminded me why I love music so much. A lot of these good ol' moldies have gotten me through some pretty distraught times (I find my solace mostly in musical interpretations of my feelings, including others' songs), most notably during the last couple weeks. A few new discoveries, namely Fall Out Boy and Emarosa, have been cathartic as well. Sometimes a good ol' bittersweet love song can strike the right chord in you, no matter what the situation. Anyway, I digress.
The discord lies in my desire to move past the angry emo-pseudo-metal tinge of our last release, the Alright EP, but to not entirely lose the basic tenets upon which we built those five songs. Wow, is that a mindfuck or what? The want to continue writing heartfelt, admittedly emotionally charged songs has been re-sparked because of my regression into my comfort bands, though to write another painfully wrought love ballad (even if it were to a nonexistent person) would make me have to answer stupid fucking questions about who I wrote it about. Why can't people just take lyrics for what they are? Quit reading into my shit. If I wrote it about you, I'd tell you. Otherwise, let it just be a song.
K, I gotta go to bed. Bye.
